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Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 06:43 pm .....
Current Mood: *nervous break down*
when it rains , it pours,
but wut if the sun began to shine would it mean the
it would shine more?

....it doesnt matter, ill go out and get an umbrella along with my boat....

felt like i almost had a grip on life but then again i never do i guess....

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dying slowly comment if u care for i think its over now......
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Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 11:09 am ....
Current Mood: nothings changed....
Current Music: same as last....
last entry in here
peace good luck figuring out my new one cause i know u wont figure it out....
hugs
bye
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Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 06:31 am .......
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: she will be loved
its my second time wriing this entry so if it doesnt make sense im sry. ok the parade went ok. i screwed up the roll off of course so i just made up my own. some ppl in the band didnt like it but the ppl in the crowd that i talked to said that it sounded great and normal so that was a plus. but the crappy thing was that we ddint seem that good since the high school of detroit fine arts was right behind us so theyd see us then theyd see a huge band that was like perfect compared to us. yea, we had i think around 20 ppl and they had about 300 band ppl 20 dancers and 20 flag corp. then came basketball which i think went well. the coach said i was doing well so thats a plus but i know im not going to make starting line but hopefully like second sring becasue u still play a lot then. my life still sucks. the only thing goign right in my life s right now school which is weird.but yea genie wont talk to me and kirby wants to tlak to me in person sooo crazy stuff but yea up north is cold and very snowy. theres about 5 inches and its still snowing. well im going to head out. grrr y does life suck sooo freakin much!!??
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-me-
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Nov. 23rd, 2004 @ 09:14 pm wow
Current Mood: crushed and depressed
well since ppl can read this journal now i guess it wont be sooo private. ok well genie thinks one thing. jen telling me another i seriously dontknow wut to do. ok seriously well i do like kirby like a lot but i forgot to say soemthing last entry. i also do like genie, but theres like a difficulty. genie is like my best friend and yea i dont want something to ahppen where it would destroy that. ive liked kirby for now like ever since she had moved in. and genie since this summer soo idk wut to do. i dont know if genie likes me and i dont know if kirby likes me. u c i know kirby likes my cuzes becasue there like a hundred times hotter then my ugly ass so yea thats y i ahte having people meeting them because they like stop talking to me and only talk to them. i know now everyone is going to be like o no ur not ugly, stop insulting urself. well u people dont ahve to lie ok?! well i wish things went the way i wanted them to which i cant say the becasue now people have access to this journal hopefully they wont get the other one. well maybe someone who reads this will help my case or have advice or wut not. well im out. prolly something goes wrong during this weekend im not surprised tho but everything has been going wrong soo o surprise. i hope someone relizes something.
me
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Nov. 22nd, 2004 @ 05:05 am first and not the last
Current Mood: crushed
well if u get into this journal ull know pretty much wut im thinking. this journla is for my real thoughts. do i like kirby, yes i do, do i like genie., no not reallly. y u ask ? well ok ive liked kirby for like ever but now idk, she like doesnt even look at me that way anymore and if shes just doesnt like me then i guess i should just give up but i mean i really really like her, and thats the truth. genie is my best friend and i love her but she is my best friend and its hard to like her when i like someone else. thats y ive been mad , becasue jen told me that suddenly i ahve no chance and i should just forget about it. well i cant. i can understand maybe y kirby doesnt like me....im not saying that but still, i know my cuzins r hotter but ....idk if she only knew how much i do like her then maybe it would change things but then again maybe not....
~me~
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